My Baby

My baby is now 4. Happy happy birthday Haylee. Even though we aren't celebrating her birthday until tomorrow I've been thinking all day about my sweet girl. I remember so well when I held her for the first time. I was now a mom. I couldn't believe she was here and I was holding her in my arms. I couldn't even imagine what a child of mine would look like. Her big blue eyes just looking up at me. I was the only one her could provide her with all her needs. I was so worried as a new mom that I wouldn't be able to calm her down when she cried. What could I do for her? All it took sometimes was just being with me. She would snuggle up to me and she knew I was her mom. Oh I just loved my baby girl!! Even now I still cringe when she cries. I hate when she cries. I just want everything to be perfect for her all the time. We will always have that special first born child bond. Sometimes I feel so bad with how many mistakes I make with her. Everyday I always try to be a better mom because she deserves the best. Oh she is so special to me. We love you Haylee!!!